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Existure 2

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eedy cracktavists
tryna resent 

What if your life was just your life?
EXISTURE LLC

I couldn’t find my sock!
Then suddenly... ...
I found my sock!

#TheBeginning
#TheMiddle
#TheEnd 

What's everyone doing to abolish corruption in politics, dismantle the patriarchy and install a stronger network of community this weekend?

fRfR tho... (...probz hiding in the snowWw)

all grind all shine
all grind no shine
no grind all shine
no grind no shine

I don't talk about people.
I talk to people about them.
And I make it come up.


No one wants to use the software I use
And it’s not even the brain-iest

All of my favorite people
Turns against me
Once I can tell them
They’re my favorite.

social interaction art

community software

withholding your words
when they wanna use theirs
body language
quantum entanglement
perception & experience

Gold digging
Through the trench
The universe is not your friend
It is your burden

Social 
anxiety strangers
preventing everything
chest fills up with tension
feels like i need to scream and run
but iAM also falling asleep
learning to not talk to anyone

it takes so much strength to care

People who don't know what they're doing, who think they know what they're doing, don't like it when they see people who really know what they're doing, doing what they're doing, especially being so flamboyant about doing it against the odds.

People accidentally showing you your minds’ worth
And you finally accept it and stop taking shit from the squirts

Shouldn’t have said that out loud


#FruitFleshFetish <#

You are whatever
you tell yourself you are
Will

Make fame obsolete
And irrelevant
On today’s to do list

Fractal loife
Telling yeh
Take the things means of production
Put it back into its own production

Trying at all
To find someone
Or something
To miss

When you can’t tell someone
How much you miss them

4,900 Hz hiss

so you heard iAM well
&
well you heard iAM so
felt for a spell
said ‘word’
‘cause i know

Burping up smoke like a dragon
Jumping on my own band wagon

The taste of broken teeth
leaking nerve n dentine

Traditional beast
With nutritional yeast
Roasting your feet 
in your least 
artful feast, sheesh

Taking a nap while then sun is out

Making music for people to listen to

Sigh on high.

Being loved the ways you want
And the total opposite because

Remember that time you met me and you were like, woah and I was like barely there and you noticed I was just being extra nice about it

Well that’s my always now and here.

Out of orbit

Reset
Artifacts

SwipeRight
For Bad News Bears 2018

The importance
Of importance
And impotence
For ignorance

It easier to sleep
Through holidays
40 hours a week

Margin of error
happy just to be 
of MPC and software

sunrise is an all day process
How many lumens
Determines the point of
Sun rise or sunset
Which both last all day

Good night have fun be safe

order of parts in a song
Pattern sequencing

Super models too much maintainence
Maybe if I’m rich and famous
What a curse your only worth

Death by WiFi

Tired voice
As if expression of choice
We’re a day job to boise

All the time and gear to make my
Imagination

Organized noise

putting away everything you need to use

Upgrading to rust finish
Qualified to use
this sequence of words
So skittish

Ever gone a month without showering
Or know The taste n texture of teeth.

What’s the point of sleeping
If iAM perfectly okay
Falling asleep
In this studio building this way

If you wanna hear what’s on my mind
I have your attention now

Married people’s
idiosyncrasies

Vacation from social media
Blocking your favorite local
Napping 12 hours naturally

A specific sorrow
A generic sorrow

Responding to duds

As the inflection of my voice

Maybe you’re just chronically home sick.
And you’ve been evicted from
The love that is your home
And you’re single aF
Because you’re too particular

I make homes in people who can make homes out of anything especially me and it sucks. I have never gotten a sigoth in any other way than performance and K really messed me up here with that, after I was doing so good.

I think I exceeded this and now people hate me for it literally people have tried to fight me for being Light and I haven’t always been Light and I’m not always Light but most usually around other humans now. Still working through the art to find how

God is the collective consciousness
that we are all tapped into.
Whatever you put in
is what you get out.
Space, void, stories, bar games.
You are your own god.

Why lovelessness drives humans crae

Daydreaming to protect me from the ephemeral here/now

I know I just want to make my art but I cannot stop worrying about where to exist next.

Begin writing songs
just as you think of them
And have been
All along

My mind is all like, ‘FUCK THE WORLD’ and so I dive into making music to show only near perfect strangers hoping they’ll get hooked sorry book

People only yell at you for doing what they have done

Wiping your butt with used papier from the trash can and your bare hands because you forgot to check the air for a fresh roll of shit tickets pull from the front or back or roll it around your hand with shards of feces everywhere

Only able to document 1 thought at a time

Reading forums from times when vintage obsolete gear was brand new and blew everyone’s mind

the ‘My favorite ‘color’ is translucent technicolor night glow.’ starter pack

Looking like you own that walk n talk
Or at least a permanent lease in chalk

I would kill them for you
For breaking your heART
But iAM deathly allergic to death.
Sigh.

All yellow lights
Everyone’s lined up
At drive thru bank
They all smell and look high


no one’s yelling dinner time
from the other room while i work
on the magic that hypes everything somehow

Forget why I’m doing this
Only wanted to sustain self
On imagination

Fancy as fuck
Faf-y

Unimaginable dental pain
Breathing air temperature change


Suppity do dah day yo.

Don’t wanna get too ready

All you have to do is know
Only the good survives


I laugh harder and have a better life 
than the trolls who can’t figure out how to be nice.

by the time you’re ready for me,
i’ve already moved on

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from eXiSTuRe, released May 30, 2018

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