trolls make enjoying anything
embarrassing and taboo

your favorite thoughts are a burden

they bury you in debt for being in debt / suffer for suffering

practice mating as if your genetics are worth surviving this century

Next years memes

A musician without a show
On a holiday is called an artist

preying on prayer
that something will kill you
since you cannot trust
you’re scared
getting used to dumb shit
dumb people n their quitting

not letting anyone outside of song
how wrong it feels to be alive
the fuck you gonna do
the fuck you

You don't climb somewhere bystealing 

why would anyone want to frame anyone?
they’re not getting any from who you got from

National emergency

So many corpses like the highway

People watching people watching
Standing awkward looking confident
Faking it till they make it
From the cradle to the grave
One hand in their pocket
And The other on a blade of

Spotlighting Whoopie Goldberg, John Legend, remarry Wind and Fire people spending thousands of dollars to show off their tax deductibles

Falling asleep
Holding hands
Wishing it would all end
While it feels nice

Vocal intonation
Exhaustion
Pushing through

The olden days

Brand name
Rebranding
Burnt skin
In the name of
Ownership
Marketing
Promotion
Product placement
Culture jamming
An idea

Personality shape shifters
Who don't laugh
Or think
Can't proxy that
N grump up
With memory collections
Including when
They could not even

let’s turn this into a 1st world problem
1st world problem
1st world problem

another sad singer song sculpter
silly small story similar so sorrow

Too little too late

Malarkey 
malarkey

Can't even say what's in front of yay
Only what you recognize
Associate relate and experience

All of my art has a resolve somehow

Only needing me for your utilities
I am worth my immobile abilities
Alone to no one

History of family mental illness I had to overcome this to survive and shit

I'm not that different

Normalizing fame
It's just its' thing
No one can really affect me
Because I hardly go out

When your 1 liners slay
More than your convo

Feeling totally crazy in this room
So blandly can't sit here
Can't sleep or eat or create what I need
Can't hide or socialize
Can't settle or hide
Missing every memory
I thought was not the best before

Desensitized
Commercialized

Bad guys only have a name
When they are eccentric
Infamous

All plans fell away

There's plenty of manual laborize

Some of you are hecka affluent
And still having a bad time
Somehow doing it wrong

Hard Hong my mellow

Cuticle flavored consumables

The last time you saw
A loved one
Family member
Or friend

Dumpster nap in Lodi CA

Wishing the thing that felt like it was killing you, would kill you already,unknowingly in your own sleep.

Giving people too many chances

Wanting to go to the hospital
Just to have a bed to sleep in
Just so it'll be soft and warm
So that I don't have to feel suicidally exhausted unable o sleep or stay awake

Happiness is a utility
To survive

Can't sleep too excited to live

Fuck college if you don't know what you're doing.

Frustrated fucks

Ppl staring at their phones
Is better than committing crime

Chorus of my new song feels like..
For those who take the wrong things too seriously and the wrong things as jokes:

Those whom complain about the world
Love themselves

Won
YunG
N
Hung

Ear popping infection
Cochlear ear cell damage

Comfy predictable

Who's got the time
Once you figure it out



Ear infection

Pronouncing words differently
Just because you're bored

Outstanding
Fantastic
Superb
Awesome
Nice
Sic
Cool


They don't think you're for real
Because your nice still


IAM here because of you
And you left me here alone

Unknowingly giving freely of selfly

Passed out in the daze of all Days
Passed out all the daisy chained fades
Passed out everything every way
Passed down sound mouth brain chemistry

Suppity do dah?
Suppity dey
Sigh woe sigh
Wish I could feel hecken gay

When the bartenders the hottest knw

Inspiring a movement you cannot be part of

Thread

Realize they want your art you made them a year before now they see you're moving shit infinitely in a small space

Shrunken tummy
Mobile sleepy
Food coma
1 k in cash
N no where to crash n be

Feeling like an adult driving in the rain

When gratefulness was grating
your pain into gain

Vitriol

Man made mountain

When you asked for help
People wanted to make you their Bitch
Trade exhausted services

What if believing in god gives you cancer

We c one from different worlds
But here we are
There you go

No one cares to listen before and
Rationalized that no one should listen to music unless they made it themselves

But here it is
For exposure
Hahahaha

Without freedom wit speak
The art will suck
& since everything's so backwards
Old what else todo with a life

If you blow me off too many times
I will blow you off game over
Unless you blow me
And 90% of you
Have no access to that.

Saving all my school work for show
This is what I was offered
This is what I learned
This is what I did with it

Some people only smile when they're sad

Even while I'm hurting
Still tryna practice the nice nice
Can't be asking for help too often

Never had robbed out of blood
For survival basics

We should probably take our high down low.

Liars hate me

Floor to car to couch
Sleeping between homes
Ouches

When they keep bringing up a topic
They want to heal it or control the power

Smelling like sex
And haven't gotten any
Since March

Taking and giving a nap back
To sleep living a dream

Easy cum
Easy flow

Absence of untrained pleasure
The flowers make me fun

If you can't write a song
We probably won't get along
If you don't take pictures of tiny things
Your love probably stings

When you take everything away from a smart person and they get even smarter.

More air
More friction
More sound

It's just sound

If they won't let you help free them
Make them feel their domestic slavery

Spend $10 on fossil fuels
To avoid a $3 toll
Because no money

Mommas man without a momma

Always accept showers, food and money.

Stealing
Depleting energy
Spending it gathering others to
Come back to crush you with it


Looking way too cool
To be acting a fool
Influencing friends
And acquaintances

Friends telling me

Pinching chi horse

Working 2 full time jobs for that tail

Full Razzle dazzle

Toe nails rotted
From not being able to
change socks enough

Road life vs street life
32 oz fast food cup of your urine

Brie we culture
Recycling reuses

Being alive is stupid
Expectation and planning


Loud for those in the. Back
Basically scared of everything
Mommas boy without a momma
No mo
Na mean?
Kind of scares is why I am so nice
Maybe someone will Protect the world with me together if it looms fun

Standards vs priorities

Telling people you're homeless
And they tell you everyone is
While they have the same place to sleep each night they are fine without shower but whine while I shine for some timelessness

& Scaring
same
people away
attachment issues
Body language tissue

If your dream doesn't kill you
It will hollow you out
Replace you with defaults
Waiting for art to go all the way up

Didn't know you felt like that

It must be easy to follow through
with your plans
with safety nets
every direction
so that your life
can mean something
nice
to itself and the others doing alike

Once you accept you don't matter
It stops hurting

Feels like
No one will love you
If they never met your parents

Only listening to your own music
And your closest friends music

Letting the car free fall 

enough pretty angles
angels

this would be great
to hear and or see
in prison

Famished artist Investment
iAM all plastic
And it is inc
lo-fi loud right now
Can't afford to wash clothes
Just bought po box
Because iAM economy homeless
Shit still sucks
But I can't post about it
Unless it's artful
Anymore
Multimedia noise glitch activism
Until it can become more
ideal regular
being enough for myself
Though
You know
How your joints and blunts feel
Spurt of growth
ended 2 decades
upon this planet ago
After sleeping on a cold carpet
Homeless squat of a shelter safe
From 1st encounter elements