Trying to e drunk and high enough to sleep homelessly squatting on a floor

fill the broken cracks with gold

replacing inspiration
With mundane memories

Complaining makes others complain

Gratuitous sex and gore
N baby wipes
WoMan made wake

They want to hate you for
Wanting to be be what you already are
All ready set to go
Lights camera action
Volition

Neuro typical humans
Accept the world as-is
To find their role
Forever comparing

overwhelming alone
waiting for anything
tryna self checkout

When I see someone struggling
I think about how to make it softer

Broken sleeping bag and it's quite cold and you have work in the morning and you're homeless

Different iRL

Your skill set is not required

What you'd do and not do
To survive

Someone awesome to commit suicide with

Having your yes closed while moving
Opening them and tryna get used to it

Tis bout dat experience

My baby on the other side of this
Also knows I'm here and
we keep laughing
there's nothing else

I want to respect your emotions more

She doesn't want you if you want her
And

Loneliness almost romantic

Holding in the smoke
Till there's none to blow out

Composure composition

Remembering how to say no thing
When they finally see you

Thing on your mind
Can't do anything else
Until it's accomplished
Giving up on it
Makes you even older
Than the struggle
stress clutter n smothered

someone to daydream with
getting got caught fight & flight

Most of my friends and my jobs interesting

When I don't smoke
Life is panic and fear
And I get used and used to it
And end up in tears

Needs more help than professionals can offer and everyone's over it tryna get theirs

Trying to listen
tinnitus
Left ear Hz
Left migraine

Staying awake long enough
To wait for all else to sleep
Sneak in to dream
Of something working

UnjinxXx
Murphys martial law

I didn't write you a song
Because you broke me down
But thank you for AAA and
Staying in the hospital
Just gave me all my stuff back

I need my loud
Got your loud

and or how 

Best part of living in the now
It can be changed relatively easily
Center of self

Changes of road color rental differ
Gerry mannered township border

Influencing everyone
But not allowed to be a part
And they expect to go out
And support them cop styling
So numbly of agreeability

When you have only loneliness to sacrifice
For art forfocus for this capital G



It's not cute anymore
Novelty fades
Now you have to contribute more
Super conductor waves

Someone calling me robotic and numb for being strong for them and their melting emotions all over the confused place

It was never this slippery deep sticky
I am more scared right now in life than ever

Only desperate people
Move to the city

Showing social media how you became a lowercase G

My pizza is 24 /7 fresh hot pizza any gas station they get bored and make experimental awesausme sausage n top it off

Being allergic o gluten
Means it turns into alcohol
In your stomach
And you're always drunk
Hives itchy cranky slow sneezy

Seen out the corner of each eye
Look directly nothing
Diving deeper

Because of people's impact and intention
I feel uncomfortable doing
Regular human things

It's a big stage

mutually exclusive
a single coin toss, which can result in either heads or tails, but not both
In logic and probability theory, two propositions (or events) disjoint if they cannot both be true (occur)

struggle to be your own
make you better at being that

Children don't have patience for you
But they say they have adult things
To lie around about

Don't you have people you can stay with?

Not knowing you're the main and integral support and fuck you

No thank you everyone

Standing in the first room you were in wen you arrived

Being too much for everyone
Everywhere
Every when
Because they couldn't
Shut me up
Or shut me down

Plant yoga
Phyte = plant. Asana= yoga posture

These are not the words that I want to use

Waking up from couch surfing
Whenever they wake up
Regardless of your triple Z's
Organizing a day of dreams

Everyone looks homeless today

No ones happy
At least iAM doing what I want
And it's not hurting anyone
For too long

Loss
On's

Only asking strangers for help

Thinking different amount
Of people remember you
Than really do

If it weren't for my jobs
I would be so out of here

Well wishing well

Paid the cat too much attention
Now it owns my love

Human voices

while my head is slamming aches
i am manic and depressed
making reality less hateful

"People who post all their thoughts online,
do not have anyone to talk to iRL."
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Knowing how it feels to be someone else and knowing your experience exhaustion after the fun became done

It's not so much who gave you the gift
But that someone cared about you
At some time you received love
And it was real and this is evidence

When you traded all your humanity
To express it
And the expression has no depth or content

I don't know how much longer I can do this without getting number to lower standards than I already am used to. And all promised focus becomes nonsensical entertainment to no one

Keep finding a new way to do the fun thing

Repeating four times two slow times one still times zero times reverse

Friends who try doing the amount
They last did
A while
Without tolerance
And die

Smile as you die
Let them take your nice nice

How poor people are expected to shave

Beyond Spacial time ride
Putting the miles on it
Putting the smiles on it

looking for that loud

drove to Chicago to see a pretty face
couldn’t stay and lost $300 worth of gear instead

free wifi feels like free wifi

screaming baby sounds
while you try to sleep
the couple hours you have
between now and the next dream
give it what it wants you’ll do that anyway
so save us all some brain

a turd too large to suck down the train toilet hole
curled into a ball between 2 seats 
you know you have a neck when you wake up to speedy

dude telling stories about the people sitting around 
just making up innocent fictional prose sound

asked to move out while shit is falling through
sitting with me while iAM packing asking me to cuddle
then 

significant other
sigoth

situation
sit

free wifi only advertisements loading

make an art about it

you’re pretty and talented enough
but you’re not sane enough
to compliment my insanity

yo but the yunG travelers at places hang around me and i sass off to the sassy homeless people tryna sell time and i'm all like yo you aint got rhyme and they say WHAT? and i say SHH and the yunG travelers pull out their cigarettes and the security guard says no smoking so i pull out a vape and hand the dude with a yoga mat a cd and a tape and the dude who dropped the bread doesn't know how dead this head's been unfed, sleeping in a bed is for the privileged if they know how to use their words instead. so i'm like okay and the dude goes to sleep beside the outlet, i'm not reaching over that shit that dudes got a long day for his script set. asking for fries, for money, i hand him a cig. he doesn't want it so i walked inside again for the bathroom safety. but other dudes gotta shit and i'm just tryna not be seen. sending out a SOS so no one has to send out a search part-y. see my fancy computer and im crying trying to seem stable so the people in there dont' see a vulnerable artist sitting at a table. waiting for signal my phone can't handle uber, and the guards at the train can tell iam almost homeless just holding onto my mind while you some live like youtubers.

When all the isolationists
Who never leav l on

It is easier to get to wake you about things together similar wayy

making merch
in your living room

with every tour
i want a family more

Probability knot
Untied

Neurotypically
handicapable
Cuticle fur

What are you doing in the country
For how long
What was the last incident
You have to wait in immigration
Legal vaporizer nicotine levels
It may take a while
If I can't leave the country
Because of her knife
And his joint
Thank omfg
My self motivation
And artist isolation
For children and a woman

Earth is where
All souls coalece

Which witch
Spidget finner
Finna
Maternal material
Plain plane
Papier fabrique
Medical scrub
A wub
Fashion
Prison culture
Stitching
Spoken word
Promises coming & going
For realsies
For certain
For sure

And whomustve ignored

Return when you've done good
The hood needs an engine to trap
Could kill my car doing this
Would you back out on broken day dreams